Thursday, January 28, 2010

Finals Week. My Birthday. School. Words of Wisdom

Well, my new year's resolution isn't quite working out too well. I haven't been writing as much as I wanted to. =/. Sadly.

Lately, I have been stressing about school. I haven't gone to 6th period in a long while and hopefully things work out tomorrow so that I may be able to. Life has just been to hectic around school lately. Most intense thing that has happened this week, which is causing much havoc: the full week drug bust going on currently. Dogs arrived at our school on Monday, and when you looked outside, most of the cars were gone, out of here. haha. It's kind of funny to think of how many kids had to evacuate the premises at that moment. Once 5th period comes to an end, all children will be flying out of the school. You really need to see it.

My Birthday is coming up, on finals week =/. It makes me sad that I'll be studying intensely on the week of my birthday, but it's whatever, i guess. At least, it lands, on the last day of finals, that's a plus.

My mother has been too into calling me fat and telling me that I have to lose a lot of weight. She's one of those people obsessed with being slim, and I'm definitely not. My body is perfect, I get a lot of compliments on how toned and curvy I am, and I'd like to keep it that way. I'm not planning on ever being a size 0 , and the fact that my mom can not accept that, makes me so mad. I don't know why her obsession with body figures has increased, she's always been that way or thought that way, but now it's getting worse. I hate when she feels the need she has to drag me into the hole she has built for herself. I have no problem with the way I look, but the way I look seems to anger her. =/

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WORDS OF WISDOM
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Don't let anyone tell you that you have to look a specific way. Everyone is made different and the fact that you are unique is what makes you exactly that, unique. You are different and there is no one else like you, so be happy with it! No one should tell you how to look or act, not the media, not your family, not your friends. Ultimately, the person who has to deal with it all, is you, so why care about what other people find attractive? It is and always be, whatever makes you feel good.

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Check out my youtube page
http://www.youtube.com/user/FabLIfeOfLyssie
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Live. Laugh. Music

Sunday, January 3, 2010

New Years, Resolutions, words of wisdom,1. and plans.. as well as an update on my social networks

I haven't written in a while. One of my new year resolutions is to resume my blogging, and hopefully continue it weekly, if not daily.
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I think that new year resolutions are kind of stupid, why must you wait till the new year to have a resolution? I decided that I will be having monthly resolutions. Maybe you all will be able to help me keep them, keep track of me, I may divert from the path (I get distracted easily, so bad for someone with OCD).

Monthly Resolution for January:
1. Label all drawers in my room.
2. Organize my thoughts, notes, and other miscellaneous things for my midterms.
3. Meditate more. ( I recommend this for everyone.)
4. Lose 5 pounds.
5. Resume writing more on my blogs.
6. Clean up my youtube page.
7. Build my farm up on farmville. ( lol)

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As for home life, nothing has gotten better. I've listened to one of my followers, and realized that my mother is not going to change. I just fear for her future, and the fact that she will have no one by her side. What a lonely life she will have, and knowing her, she will blame everyone else but the one person that should be blamed: herself. Even though I have chosen to realize that my mother will not change, I have not chosen to cease writing about her episodes. I feel that it is good to vent out my anger towards her actions, and not keep it to myself (I tell my boyfriend, but I feel bad that he has to listen to me yell over the things that she says and does.).
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Here are some ways to see more of me. lol. I feel that I conceited with that sentence, but I have no other way to write it. :

1. http://www.youtube.com/user/FabLIfeOfLyssie
2. twitter --> @wthsuplala
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I want to wish all of my followers, HAPPY NEW YEARS! Hopefully all of you will have a happier, more fulfilling year than the last.
>>WORDS OF WISDOM<< Live your lives to their fullest. I mean this in every aspect of the phrase. If you are doing something that makes you miserable, drop it. If there is someone in your life that never makes you smile, ignore them (Something I must still master). As for your plans for the future, do whatever it is you must to fulfill them, if that is what makes you happy. Life is only but a second, and living it for a moment doing something that is not productive, does not bring happiness, does not help others, or living life in laziness, is a waste of YOUR life. Live your life with the person you love (I've found him and I'm sure of it, I pray that you may find your soulmate as well.), and make sure that person is willing to stand by your side till the end of time as much as you are willing to stand by theirs. Take these words to hard, I may be young, but wisdom does not always come with old age, but may also accompany life experience.
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TILL NEXT TIME .
PEACE. LOVE. AND MUSIC